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▍ ❝   No Controlling Behaviors or Bigotry.
Do not control another player’s character or actions. Allow each person the freedom to guide their character’s decisions. Discrimination, bigotry, and hateful language are strictly prohibited, ensuring a safe and respectful space for everyone.
▍ ❝   Interactions Should Be Consistent With Character.
All interactions in the roleplay should align with your character’s personality, motivations, and backstory. Be consistent with how your character would act and react within the context of the scenario.

▍ ❝   Stay In Character / No OOC Communication.
Keep your character's actions, thoughts, and dialogue consistent throughout the roleplay. Avoid out-of-character (OOC) communication unless necessary for clarification or resolution. Always aim to stay immersed in the roleplay.
▍ ❝   Respect Boundaries and Be Respectful of Time.
Respect the boundaries of all participants, both emotional and physical. Discuss limits beforehand and honor them throughout. Additionally, be mindful of time — avoid monopolizing the roleplay and respect other participants’ schedules.

GENERAL .
•   name   :   Choi Eun Sung
•   alias   :   Dean
•   gender   :   He / Him
•   orientation   :   Bisexual
•   occupation   :   Film Student / Fashion Blogger
•   face claim(s)   :   k0ng_j (instagram)
•   voice claim(s)   :   N/APHYSICAL .
•   eyes   :   Brown
•   hair   :    Brown
•   height   :   5'10" or 177.8cm
•   weight   :   157lbs or 71.2kg
•   build   :   Lean
•   skin   :   Light
•   clothing   :   Smart / AcademiaMENTAL .
•   alignment   :   Chaotic Neutral
•   traits   :   Independent, defiant, self-indulgent, struggles with intimacy due to past trauma but still craves affection, enjoys pushing boundaries and defying expectations, intelligent and observant; with a sharp wit and a love for writing, distrustful of authority and traditional romance but loyal to those who earn his trust.
•   likes   :   Puppies, coffee, 'bad' boys/girls, eating, cuddling, kinky sex, crossdressing.
•   dislikes   :   Manipulators, cheaters, liars, school, haters of his blog, cliche expressions of love.

BACKGROUND.
•   birthplace   :  Seoul, South Korea
•   current residence   :   Sejong, South Korea
•   family   :   Mom, Dad, Older Brother
•   pets   :   N/A
•   significant other   :  N/A
•   children   :   N/A❝ + POSITIVE ATTRIBUTES : Creative & Expressive, Independent & Self-Sufficient, Witty & Charismatic, Resilient & Strong-Willed, Nonjudgmental & Open-Minded, Affectionate & Loyal (to those he trusts).❝ - NEGATIVE ATTRIBUTES : Reckless & Self-Destructive, Avoidant & Emotionally Guarded, Attracted to Toxicity, Defiant & Stubborn, Cynical & Distrustful, Unstable Work-Life Balance.

At one point in time, Dean had a picture-perfect life — a loving family, a high-achieving older brother, and all the expectations of success. But the transition from Seoul to the US in his early university years was a turning point. Without the guidance of his parents nearby, he fell into bad habits, experimenting with drugs and hanging around toxic people. His first serious relationship ended badly, leaving him with scars that still affect his intimacy today.Now, he tries to maintain a sense of normalcy, juggling his blog and part-time job, but the lingering effects of his past often creep into his present. Dean’s learned that masks are easier to wear than vulnerability, even if it means struggling alone.

After years of living in the US, Dean found himself returning to Korea, settling in Sejong. The move back was a mix of relief and uncertainty. Though the bustling city of Seoul never truly felt like home, Sejong offered a quieter, more introspective environment where he could rebuild his life on his own terms. His days now consist of working at a local café, writing his blog, and trying to come to terms with his past.Living in Sejong has given Dean the opportunity to reconnect with his roots, but it also keeps him isolated. The city is small, and while the pace is slower, the pressure to succeed still lingers. He’s distanced himself from the toxic relationships he once had, but the remnants of his trauma — the emotional scars from his past — make it hard to fully move on. His blog, though growing, still serves as a mask, a way to channel his frustrations and desires without confronting the deeper parts of himself.As he continues to navigate life in Sejong, Dean is stuck in a state of transition. The city provides him with some peace, but it also reminds him of how much he still has to face — both with the world around him and within.

▍ ❝   VERSE ONE—Best Friend has Crush on Him.
I know my best friend sees me differently. They’ve been there for me since I got back to Sejong, always by my side, always trying to get me to open up. They’re patient with me, more than I deserve. I can feel it, though — the way they look at me when they think I’m not paying attention. They care more than they let on. I’ve always been afraid of being vulnerable with people, but with them, there’s something different. I don’t know what to do with it. I don’t know if I can let myself feel the way they feel about me. I can’t keep pretending I don’t notice, but at the same time, I’m terrified of the idea of getting too close again.

▍ ❝   VERSE TWO—Not Over His Ex.
I thought I could move on from my ex, but it’s harder than I thought. They still pop into my mind at the most random times — the way they used to make me laugh, the way things felt right when they were around. The breakup wasn’t easy, but it was necessary. Or at least, that’s what I told myself. But now? I can’t stop thinking about them. I see them in everything — the songs we used to listen to, the places we used to go. I know I’m supposed to let go, but how can I when every part of me still aches for what we had? Maybe I’m not over them. Maybe I never will be.

▍ ❝   VERSE THREE—Classmate.
I’ve always kept people at arm’s length, especially people from school. But this classmate of mine? They make it hard to keep my guard up. They’re too observant, too kind, and it’s starting to make me uncomfortable. I know they see through the mask I wear — it’s in the way they look at me, the way they ask questions that are just a little too personal. They’re smart enough to know I’m not the person I present myself to be, and for some reason, that makes me feel exposed. I don’t know if I want them to get closer, but I can’t shake the feeling that they’re trying to figure me out. Maybe I’m just afraid of what they’ll see if they succeed.

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